“Socked In” 15 x 22 inches
Making art and becoming a better artist is a process. This process, above all, must flow. That is to say that every event in our painting experience must follow another event . . . . and another and another and another. Each and every event counts toward the eventual outcome of every painting we make and our reach for artistic mastery.
Translated, the statement above simply states that every mistake, every path not taken, every thought ignored, every comment from others are all part of the flow of the progression of mistakes and events that are the process of ‘becoming.’
That may sound like mumbo jumbo to some of you who are seeking artistic growth and seeking beautiful outcomes in every painting.
Look at how you feel about the painting just completed. No joy about it? Really? Do you go into a negative funk of thinking “I am not talented enough?” Do you dwell on the thoughts of “I wish I had made it differently?” . . .or “Of only . . ?”
When our mind and inner voices are speaking to us in such negative streams, do we really benefit from those thoughts? Not just “no,” but Hell no !!! We, as artists, must learn to profit from every event that occurs in the process of artistic becoming. Yes, EVERY event. Every mistake. Every wrong move matters. Everything we encounter in our path is significant.
As was said in a previous post, the obstacles ARE the path.
If, indeed, the obstacles ARE the path, then we must learn to care for them as though they were prophets there to deliver profound learning experiences.
We simply need to step back and allow the unexpected events that thwarted our expectations to speak to us in the mode that a carefully concerned teacher would speak. That is we need not interrupt the process that has unfolded before us. To interrupt is to cause the flow of progress to halt.
We must allow the process to unfold and to accept the minor events as they occur and pay careful attention to those events, though not always welcome, as profound lessons so that the flow of the process might continue.
Let me translate for you . . . . the painter painted a shape that seemingly was not going to fit with her expectations of how it was supposed to look. She was repulsed by it. She could have stopped in disgust and begun again. She could have thrown the work into the waste bin. She could have completely turned away from the experience. I watched her pout and complain and produce a lot of negative energy.
She absolutely halted the flow of energy and events that were lined up to light the way to solutions and new, fresh thinking. What she encountered was a perfect lesson to sort through alternative solutions to a big challenge. It is these sort of challenges that arise in every single painting . . . .problems!! . . . .blunders . . . .which must be resolved. Because we are confronted with this sort of problem solving, we must develop our skills and habits to be the solver.
We don’t learn by throwing the lessons away. We don’t train our instincts or our skill set in problem solving by becoming disgusted or giving up.
We learn and improve by doing the hard stuff. We succeed through struggle. We achieve mastery by confronting and finding paths over, around, under or through the obstacles. While our successes feel marvelous, we learn little if anything from them.
Interrupting and stopping the process is NOT a solution. Interrupting the process invites those same unexpected events to come visit us again and again . . . They revisit because we didn’t take the time to discover the solutions to the problems that appeared.
Our development as painters / artists depends on our ability to accept and respond to every artistic challenge as they come before us.
As a post script, your friends or your teachers do not necessarily have the solutions you desire. Finding solutions is an experimental process that we must endure alone. We learn from that process of experience, too.